Has your conscience ever keep bugging you, & if so, did you consciously change because of it?

When I was in acupressure school there was this one woman that admitted she had aids. Almost nobody wanted to work on her. She was actually some what pretty with short blond hair. Her faced was quite worn though, indicating she must of had a hard life, maybe because of drugs and or pornography. I remember her shuffling around looking for someone receptive enough to partner up with. Fortunately someone took pity on her.

My conscious bugged me for a long time after before I fully repented. I was more concerned about my safety than helping a person in need. My fear was unwarranted and I sincerely wish I could have made a different choice. I'm sure the universe will present me with another opportunity in the future. I am relatively confident that I can rise to this challenge. I thank God my conscience was functional. Many people are still asleep. We all have to wake up sometime.

My conscience bothered me (and still does even after asking for forgiveness) over something that I knew was wrong but for some reason, because of what ever state of mind I was in at the moment, didn't fully feel how wrong it was. I guess that's how it goes. The only way it changed me was that I became even less judgmental of people. It's interesting how much you may feel like you don't judge others until you find yourself in the shoes of one of them. It really does create a change in you. I pray that this was a learning experience on Earth and not something that God will hold me accountable for. I'm hopeful that He will not. About 1 1/2 years after that I went through something extremely difficult and I couldn't help but think that it was my punishment or karma. In either case, when I was no longer in pain, it turned out to be a very cleansing experience.

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That is the battle between the heart of stone and the heart of flesh, which God gives to the believer. Every time you choose for the heart of flesh, the stony heart looses a little more of a hold on you. When you repent of a wrong choice it has the same effect. Listen to it.

After I got saved I had this one time that my conscience really got me. I was in line at a local food store and there was a woman in front of me who looked and dressed like a whore. God impressed upon my heart to give her a tract and right then and there I started questioning God why. I allowed the woman would throw it in the trash just as soon as she got out the door. Well finally after what seemed like a long struggle with God I gace the woman the tract and still in disbelief I watched that woman to see if she would throw it away. We was next in line behind her and we paid and I walked out the door and looked in the trash, and would you believe 9 times out of 10 that trash is always full, and if anyone threw anything away would wouldnt know it, but God made sure that trash was empty cause he knew what I would do. I looked in that trash and nothing was in there, not even the tract I gave that woman. It was like right then and there Oh yea of little faith. I was so bothered by that, that I never took a second thought to what God asks of me again. Still to this day I wonder if that woman ever got saved even though I had no faith.