I don't know what to do anymore... ?

I've come to the end of my rope...

1) I'm unattractive: I'm 6'3" broad shouldered, and started to lose my hair at age 17, hence I can't attract anyone but the most desperate of girls. Trust me....I've seen the type I attracted.

2) I'm unsuccessful. I have a B.A. in English from Michigan State; in other words, worthless. I subsist on temporary jobs. I will be filing for Chapter 7 bankruptcy in a few weeks.

3) My one semi-friend comes from a semi-wealthy family: mother is a doctor, father is a professor....whereas my father is an unsuccessful attorney, my mother is a loser who works in a drug store and gets state aid for depression....had an affair with our neighbor who saved enough so that she can live in relative comfort.

4) My life is going nowhere and i can see no reason to keep going on, really....I have never had a girlfriend and utterly hated the few girls who dated me....meanwhile, my "best friend" is getting married in August, honeymooning in Jamaica, and is spending next weekend in NYC.

I want to off myself because I'm nothing...my family doesnt care about me and I don't care about them, I have no friends....nobody has even called me in the last four months.

I don't want to live anymore....

Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. You need to do whatever it takes to hang on. Your life is valuable, and there is someone out there that will miss out on your love if you off yourself.

Don't belittle your appearance. Beauty is inside and someone will see your beauty. Use the time now to work on yourself, so you will be ready when the right person comes along. You have to love yourself before someone else can love you.

You have no self confidence. You need to do things to build your self esteem up. You are not your parents, and can't base your success on what they have or haven't achieved in life.

Find something that you are passionate about.....something that brings you joy....and you will feel success and attract others. Helping others is a good way to lift spirits. If you don't feel comfortable with people, maybe you can help animals. When you are doing something that you enjoy, it may bring you closer to meeting someone who shares the same joys.

Don't beat yourself up about bankruptcy, a lot of good people are going through the same as you...thanks to this rotten economy. Think of it as a new beginning.

You should talk to a counselor, a physician or someone with your religious preference, a priest,

This is how you feel today. Tomorrow is another day and a chance to make changes in your life. Site down and work out the changes you would like to make and talk to someone who can help you monitor those changes like a counsellor. You have a degree that is more than many people on here can say so that is a good place to start.

hmmm hey hey.... relax i think your like this because of ur family...
just dont think about the bad things! n enjoy ur life... smile at everythin that comes to u.... dont give a ***** about anything!! enjoy ur life and be happy as much as u can!! ignore wht u dont need!! U ARE SOMETHING be happy u have a bestfriend!! and if nobody has called on this months....ignore that n keep on walking... life its too short for drama!