How could I get away?

I am currently a 4th year architecture student and suddenly I realized that I don't belong in this institution. I really want to just start traveling, maybe go on tour with my band or start showing work in galleries. I am finding that the rigid system is not working with my life and goals in life. Is there someone who has done this- just broken away from school with no regrets- and how does repaying financial aid and working fit all in to place? I have a fatty portfolio to show for my work outside of school, and I have numerous skill sets in relation to architectural history, design, writing, digital arts, fine arts, music and research. I feel that I could be utilizing my time for better things outside of the institution. Any thoughts about how I could get this all to work? I have no doubts about myself- I just fear being financially unstable until I establish myself somewhere. I am a dynamic person and am finding that my schooling is creating health problems.

I want to tell you a little story, My brother and his wife both had great jobs. They were making incredible money. However neither were happy because their work kept them away from home and family (they were together). My brother has always been interested in Poker (the card game) he had this idea that he would quit his job and go to school to become a Poker dealer. He talked to me about this and at first I wanted to tell him "What are you crazy! How do you know you will make any money! How are you going to pay the bills while you are in school (6 weeks)" All of these things flashed through my mind. This is what I said,. "Jeff, You have exactly one life to live, If this is something that you want to do then do it. If it works out great, If it doesn't well at least you tried and you won't go through life with the regret of what if." He took my advice he went to school, became a dealer at a casino and is now making 3xs the amount of money that he was making before. His wife, Katie then went to dealer school and is now doing the same thing., They both feel it was the best decision that they made in their lives. Sure he was scared and worried but he did not let his fear paryalize him into not doing anything.
So my suggestion to you is this. If you are unhappy only you can do something about it. Sure it may be hard at first but think of the satisfaction that you will have when you obtain your goals. You only have one life to live don't live that life with regrets and what ifs. Persue your dreams and live life to the fullest
As for repaying your loans. Most financial loans are at minimal interest rates and minimimal payments. Talk to your loan rep about payment plans available to you. If you are having a tight month on money most student loans will let you defer a payment or two.
Good luck to you!

just chill, and dont get too overworked. Pace yourself, and put first things first. Balance how much money you deposit or withdrawl. I tell myslef that I want to be an Architect, but more and more I become unsure. Dont fear about anything. Just organize yourself. Youll be fine. Do what you want to do. Ask yourself, "What should I be doing right now?" Dont worry,I have faith in you [;