I need your help christains?

Im a 16 year old strong christain believer, and in the beginning of January, i kind of made out with my ex boyfriend. I felt so alive and cared for, thats kind of why i kept kissing him back. But before that, my mom told me not to go up to his room (keep in mind we were just lyign down kissing nothing CRAZY) and in the back of my mind i could have sworn i heard gods voice saying "Dont do this, you know its not right!" but all i did was kiss him.

Then i started getting these extremly weird symptoms like symptoms of pregnancy, AIDS, MONO, and Cancer for some strange reason. I told my mom about the symptoms but not that i made out with him. So i ended my pain by dumping him, but also cuz i found out he wasnt the right guy for me.

Is this gods way of punishing me? What do i do? Why are all these crazy thoughts in my head? Are they true? How can he forgive me? I need your help.

i'm a 15 year old strong christian eliever! since we're like, basically the same age, i think i can easily help you.

you felt guitly, and that's why you started with all these symptoms. you're right. all you did was kiss him. but you're mom told you not to go in his room, but you did. and you love your mom and God so much, you're mind and heart and feelings just started freaking out. you feel bad.

i suggest to you, to have some alone time with God. when you get off the computer, open up your Bible. whenever i need help, and i open my Bible i always open up to a passage that speaks to me. take notes on what you read and keep it somewhere. write about how you feel before you start reading it, then after you're done reading, and see if there's a change. talk to your mom about what you did, but tell her teenage years is a tough time, when you strive for things, and experiment, then hate yourself later. but tell her how much you love her and God, and will try your best to honor her and Him.

just repent to God. ask for forgivness. remember: Jesus died for us. he knows we're only human!!! we make, like, the stupidest mistakes all the time, and jesus was up there thinking "man, all the humans are so stupid. they'll never be worthy of being here! I'll die for them!" not exactly like that but... you get the point. but God wants you to lay all your sins in front of Him, and you know what He's gonna do about it? He'll forget it ever happened

I know you are thinking your mom will be angry if you tell her about this, but I promise, most moms can handle it.

But if for some reason your mom cannot handle it, please speak with another grown-up that you trust and know.

Strangers on the internet are not in a position to diagnose you, even though there are tons of people on this site who will try.

you were just afraid of the consciences and your mind made it up. You are taught this in school. Maybe the Lord gave you the wisdom at the right time. Notice the sin in sex.....how another man will try to stick his tongue down your throat.....how you will move to your next one, and so on. Seek God if you want true love, and learn the body from him......cuss in the end all your love is going to be is a man trying to stick his tongue down your throat. And seek about heaven also.