Whats wrong with me? Is he punishing me?

Im a 16 year old strong christain believer, and in the beginning of January, i kind of made out with my ex boyfriend. I felt so alive and cared for, thats kind of why i kept kissing him back. But before that, my mom told me not to go up to his room (keep in mind we were just lyign down kissing nothing CRAZY) and in the back of my mind i could have sworn i heard gods voice saying "Dont do this, you know its not right!" but all i did was kiss him.

Then i started getting these extremly weird symptoms like symptoms of pregnancy, AIDS, MONO, and Cancer for some strange reason. I told my mom about the symptoms but not that i made out with him. So i ended my pain by dumping him, but also cuz i found out he wasnt the right guy for me.

Is this gods way of punishing me? What do i do?
How can he forgive me? I need your help

It is difficult for me to tell what God麓s part in this is, but you should obey your mother, as she is an authority that God has put in your life..
God has a plan for your life and you need to get into obedience with him and that plan also includes to listen to your Mom also..
When it is time God will give you a husband that will knock your socks off and until them "do what is right"

"symptoms of pregnancy, AIDS, MONO, and Cancer"

what do you MEAN by this?

honestly I would say its more likely that your concience and/or how you were taught to feel about things, was kicking in and making you skittish.

but depending on what you mean, I think perhaps such feelings could be warning about him, or something, or it could be nothing.

did the "symptoms" go away after dumping him?

God's not punishing you..

You have a sense of guilt though and paranoia and that's what is hitting you..

Just ASK for forgiveness. It's not going to be a huge complicated ritual. Just talk to Him like you talk to your best friend. Say sorry. He loves you unconditionally and He's NEVER gonna stop or refuse to forgive you.
God Bless =]

Guilt induced paranoia and hypochondria.

Relax.