I may being used as doormat by my in-laws 1 day the want me another day they want me to divorce my husband?

please help me sort this out, i had given applications in 2 NGO's but nothing was done by them other than sending a letter and 2 calls to my in-laws i m being married since may 06, they are forcing me to divorce my husband on mutual consent as my sister in law & parents in law wants my husband to leave me, i lived with them from may 06 to jul 06 and from mar 08 to may 08, my husband was not satisfied by my cooking and he left me again, they had also forced me to abort my child in jul 06 and from hospital my parents got me discharged and took me to my parents house, from then til mar 08 i was in borivali and then went back forgiving all my in-laws and stayed with them in apr 08 me & my husband moved to chembur in rented flat and on 16th may 08 he said he doesn't want me anymore as his parents doesn't want me, i was left with 293 rs. in my salary a/c and left by my husband on streets of bandra and from that day onwards i m living with my parents till date. Please help me retain my marital status as now after may 08 i don't want them to make me play on their finger tips and no can i let any other woman suffer like me, moreover my marriage was based on false commitments and lies, my husband is 11th std fail, he was/is also sexually involved with guys and gals as well, i want to put stop on it and lead a life with him by changing him, making him straight and also fight against unfair behaviour of my in-laws,i don't want to do what they want me to do,i need them to get pschartic treatment and medical assistance and also if need be legal aid for myself to save my marriage, its now a challenge for myself to save my marriage and teach them a lesson that they can't treat my marriage on their terms for money and their selfish motive.My sister in law rules my in laws and my husband. It's wise to break free easily from this marriage but it will definately break me into pieces and i will never gain self confidence and may be do suicide, which i tried doing couple of times but was unsuccessful. I have 2 younger sisters now i have to think about them too and i m becoming older day by day i don't want any complications on my preganacy. there is actually lot more to say and write. My parents in law are spreading 1001 rumours about me i need her to stop that and accept the truth of mentally, physically and economically harassing and torturing me.
thank you for your help

You and only you and stop the way they or anyone else treats you. Ignore such foolish and forget about all of this. Rumors are for the childest people.