Aids\Hiv my freinds all has?

my friends all has Hiv postive. but i hve already made love with them all and others i am not hiv +. i do not know why i do not have hiv+, i need to have it because i want to die now. i am unhappy and thinking a lot person.

my friends are now thin thin thin i enjoy to see them and wish to be as them. they give me the cards for farewll they know they will die. i do not cry because i want to have aids and hiv ...........................

i am unhappy and suffered because of i was 4 years old uncles, aunts,maid man,and neighbours liked to rape me everyday...................................

they liked me because i am deaf and dumb girl.......................................

seak some help ,church, people you can talk to to help you find help. keep going till someone can help you.

If you want to die, you should have more unprotected sex with them.
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Well, I'm glad you're not HIV positive. That doesn't mean you won't develop it in the future. I'm sorry about your younger life, and there is no excuse for it. It's a shame you were taken advantage of like that. And it's not too late where you can surely put them in jail. Not all is negative in life....what I've found out is life is what you make it. Forget about them old times......focus on today. There are a lot of other people in the world who have a lot worse problems than you, and they're struggling to survive....one day at a time. You should be thankful for at least that. If you need a friend......just IM me or message me. I don't want you to get sick or die. I wish you the best of luck in the future.

I see from your other questions that you believe in God. The bottom line is that you will live for as long as God wants you live, barring suicide, which is a terrible sin. You (we all!) must respect and accept God's will. Your life has surely been more difficult than I can ever imagine... I believe that before we are born, our own souls choose our life circumstances, based on what our souls need to learn to evolve, and also to pay our karmic debts. Your soul is evolving tremendously, and you are paying back a great deal of karma. BE STRONG, do your best to think as positvely as you can, and think spritually. That is the best thing you can do, and really the only thing... My prayers are with you.

i can see you are in mozambique and that you have two children
you have alot to live for
your situation is very sad
you have taken the right step by reaching out

please do not help the people that have made your life so miserable in the past win by trying to end your life
in doing so you will only help them by being silenced forever

believe me if your friends had a chance to be healthy HIV free again they would take it

HIV infected people and aids sufferers go through alot more than just losing weight.

you are very lucky for having not been infected by the virus
alot of people aren't so lucky they'd do anything for a second chance you have that chance please take it
move forward from this point onward try not to look back

i can see you are christian from your previous questions
do you know its a mortal sin to end your life ?



where ever you are i would suggest you reach out to someone
a social worker,teacher,pastor or priest,nun anyone even a cop
just open up to someone in whichever way you can
write an account of how you feel, what you have been through and what you need

you are not alone there are alot of people out there who will be more than willing to help you.

i am not a psychiatrist, psychologist or social worker
i pray that someone who is sees your question
but at the same time i am glad i saw it because i offered some advice and now i will pray for you