Am I Being Paranoid?

Over 4 years ago, I recieved oral sex from a girl I randomly met...I have remained in contact with this girl since..Although, we don't really get along all that much because I asked her many times and in many different ways..If she had or has ever had an std OR was positive for HIV...She got pretty pissed off at me and finally said to me "i already told u im clean- god **** off im so serious, ur so ******* annoying how many times do i have to tell u. god ur gay" on msn....The girl is in university ...so it's not like she's not motivated but she has admitted to me she's been with other guys...Is it possible she's lying to me eventhough it's illegal?...I was never paranoid about this b4 but ever since I was in a car accident..I've been super paranoid about dying and diseases...I even sketch out shaking strangers hands at bars and stuff...Could this be some sort of phobia?...If so, hopefully I can recover...I was in the car accident last march.

This is the only girl that I've ever kissed or recieved oral sex from..

I am a virgin

Go to the health clinic and ask to be tested for STDs. It will give you the answer that you are looking for and put your mind to ease.

I don't think it's a phobia, it's a big worry nowadays.

Next time, think about having random sex. And YES oral sex IS sex!

dont know if you can get HIV or STDs on oral sex.... if you're scared. look for someone else. and 4get about the past. just be cautious and be aware of future accidents.

why don't you just get tested?.................

Getting an STD test would put your mind at ease. If you are a man, you can take comfort in the fact that men are less likely to get an STD than women are. Yet men do sometimes get an STD from oral sex.
I wonder though if maybe your bigger problem is how you feel about sharing that very private part of yourself with someone who obviously doesn't appreciate you and cherish you. That could be the real cause of your phobia. Have you thought about talking about t