A Difficult Life Please I Need Pray for and Advice Thank You?

Hey All Okay About Me I am 20 years old I also am Hiv Positive I live with my boyfriend who is supportive and loving me on my difficult time through this screwed up life.My family is also supporting me and loving me too that feels great cause my family is different but they accept me more then they ever did.I also have been searching for a job as you can tell I ran through alot of bad luck just want to give up on life and God.I sometimes feel that God has cursed me and put me through this heck alot of bad situations but I try not to blame him and sometimes I blame myself for the Hiv and Unemployed but I dont know where to turn next.My boyfriend has been my rock through this scary storm.He is always saying its going to get better and he says just have faith but I lost the faith along time ago.He hasn't given up on me which it still is good.I just need advice and prayed for cause I done everything that I can but please also give me advice thank you very much and God Bless You. Andrew^_^

Hey All Thank You All for The Uplifting wisdom and prayer God Bless You All

Stay strong and keep fihgting. I will say a prayer for you.

I know that when we are angry or overwhelmed with grief and pain, we tend to ask God why he is letting this happen. It only happens becaus evil and sin is in this world as a result of Adam and Eve sinning in the Garden. God doesn't cause it, he only allows it, otherwise he would be interprupting our free will.

Sometime, hard times makes us stronger and when we get tthrough it, we have learned something. It is great that you have support all around you, consider that a blessing.

Jobs are so hard right now for many. There isn't much you can do about that. That is the blame of the economy. Keep on searching for one. Maybe God is waiting for the best suitable one for you.

Again, I will pray that God would give you healing if it is possible and if not, I pray that he will lighten your load and keep those around you to be supportive.

Even if you decide to give up on God, He will never give up on you. He loves you and cares for you. He never puts diseases on people neither does He curse them. Thats the devil's job. If you give up on God right now i dunno what else you can depend on right now. He is the miracle working God. Trust in the healing power of Jesus. All things are possible with Him.
God bless!

S0 AB0UT WHAT Y0U HAVE, BUT iT'S G0NNA GET WR0SE BEF0RE iT GET BETTER. KEEP Y0UR FAiTH AND I'LL PRAY F0R Y0U T0NiGHT.

I said a prayer for you just now. And, I am sorry to hear about your diagnosis. But, I am going to be straight with you. When I read your story, I thought you were female. But, when you signed your name "Andrew". I did a double take. Andrew, Jesus loves you. But, it is imperative that you have a repentent heart. You and your boyfriend are living a lifestyle that is not pleasing to the Lord. Homosexuality is an abomination and against God's plan of life. Remember Sodom and Gomorrah. You are out of the will of God. I don't care what anyone tells you. Or who tells you it's alright. It's not. Jesus said so. Jesus said repent and be baptized in the "Name of Jesus" and ye shall receive the gift of the holyghost as the spirit of God gives utterance. Find a Apostolic church that preaches Acts 2:38. I will keep you in my prayers. I know it may not be easy. I am not trying to judge you. Sin is everywhere. That's why Jesus died for you. Pray and ask the Lord to help you and save you. I know men who used to live a homosexual lifestyle and who have repented and the Lord has straightened up their walk and even given them wives and families. Only the Lord can do that.

You know God is tricky. We want to blame him for all the problems that we have, not realizing that these bad situations allow us to analyze our character as well as others. when you have supportive people in your life, then you are truly blessed. because you dont have to go through it alone. imagine if you didnt have such a supportive family, where do you think you would be, and how would you feel. God has given you this, because maybe you can inform other people and allow others to support people who are sharing your experiences. i love to hear stories like this because not everybody is feeling anger and want to spread the disease to everyone else. it takes alot more courage to share your story than to deny your story. God is giving you support so you can share it with others. Keep praying and stay strong. Ask he to guide you through this ordeal because it doesnt always have to negative. When you help others you will feel like you have a purpose even through this event in your life. I will pray for you and ask God to give you the strength so you have no regrets about your life. God bless you!! best wishes!!!

I promise I will pray for you. Everyone as something that they must go through to find thier own way in life, thier own self. Though life can seem plently cruel, whatever is happening or will happen makes you who you are. LIke when a kid gets teased in school they become more humble. Or if a person grew up without much money they become more creative in thier exploits in life. Harsh times seem like they're a kick in the stomech from God, I've felt that way myself and went so far as to Yell and out right BLame him for all my pain and suffering. However, later you will realize when everything is falling apart or maybe when its brighter than ever that the you thats you the happness in your life was because you fast perils and injustness in life that taught you valuble lessons about how you want to live. All the good things and all the bad things affect you in some way, just like everything else in this world. You may die tommrow, but know that whatever happens today will effect your last thought. Just live the best you can and as long as you can as yourself. Have faith, don't feel bad that a part of you feels betrayed one day you will regret it but then realize that in itself is an lesson. Good Luck, I'll be praying for you, I'm sure everything will work out, God loves you, GOd bless

You can go to support groups around you. Meet some people who are going through the same problems as you maybe even worse. Just always think there's someone out there with more problems than me. It helps me out a lot. Of course not all the time. As for finding a job there are many places that you can go to. Look for a @ work place around your area. I know there are many around even around here and I live in a small area. I really do wish you the best of luck. Keep strong and keep Jesus alive in your heart. I will definantly pray for you.