Do you think I have HIV/AIDS?

I went to the medical hospital in the morning around 3:00AM and as for me, I'm now waiting for the results that will tell if I'm good as dead, or just unlucky enough to have all this freakin **** wrong with me without HIV! It's just proof that I wasn't meant to be on this earth. The thought has been racing through my mind all day and I really feel like dying. What's the point? I already have leukemia, but I feel like more is the matter with me. Alot more! I have not felt healthy since I can remember. I awaken in the morning with some new illness. Mild but stil ill. For a long time, I've been experiencing strange health problems such as muscule spasms, headaches, mild rashes, swollen lymp nodes under my arms and under my jaw, constant colds, occasional muscle pain, a sore on my face that resembled the images of Kaposi's Sarcoma at one point, mild sores in mouth and nose, and pressure in my head. What do you think this is?
What is killing me here?!?!!?!

I know that a doctor would know for sure, but what do you think? I want your opinions.

First, I pray to the Father in the name of Jesus Christ for You. The previous answerer was correct in saying life is a precious gift. Everyone should live everyday as if it were their last on Earth--probably would be a much happier place to "live like You were dying". Besides, why do we call it "dying"?? To me, this so-called life is actually death!! And stop looking for other people for answers!! They will do nothing but mock You and some might actually make You feel worse! You will be okay, just don't lose Your Hope!! Peace be with You, and remember that You are ALWAYS LOVED!!

if you have unprotected sex you might have it or if you do drugs and inject your self with needles that may have been used with by someone else those are the only things i know of that cause it


well i don't know if you believe in God or not but prayer always helps!

Only a doctor can know for sure

Good grief! Throw a pity party, why don't you. You should glad to be alive at all. Life is a precious gift.

It sounds to me like there is definitely something going on with your health, whether it is part of your leukemia or something else, I don't have enough medical knowledge to have any real idea. I will say it sounds like some sort of auto-immune problem, but some viruses act that way too. But I did want to reach out to you and say-please don't give up-I am so sorry that you are sick, and I am sure that it is incredibly difficult for you. There are so many support groups and therapists that can help you, please ask you doctor to refer you to someone you can talk to about your feelings, you shouldn't be alone with thoughts like those. I hope that you do get better, and I really hope that you can find a way to enjoy your time on earth. Good Luck!