I am very very TENSE !!!!!?

Hi.. I have been hypochondriac since 2006 when i first saw an ad regarding testicular cancer. I was freaked out and then checked it out and everything came normal. This thing came coming back until AUG 2007, same testicular and sometimes prostate cancer. Always my doc told me that you're normal and its all in your head. Now since AUG 2007 i started to think and fear brain tumor coz i got headaches due to my tensions and anxiety. In March 2008 due to hearing some people's cases regarding brain cancer, and witnessing my bro's eye attack which was a mild flu attack and he's recieving injections for it, this thing became rooted in me. In APRIL i felt some vision problems like blurry vision for some 2 weeks, nausea and a very very very slight vertigo (at that time i didnt know about vertigo), which made me think of brain cancer. Nausea was due to my upset stomach and too much gas was there at that time. Also felt a little bit lightheadedness for 1 month. I took some visits to eye specialist and GP. and sometime in MAY 08 I started to feel better. But the fear remained inside me of brain cancer. Then i learnt the word vertigo and started feeling it. Anyhow in AUG 08 I arrived in PAKISTAN from saudi arabia.In september went to the MEDICINE DOC and he checked me and i told him the entire case and he wrote me a prescription and said. Its in your head and take these pills. I bought them but never took. Then in OCT went to the NEUROLOGIST and told him of vertigo which I was noticing due to lack of physical activites laying all the time in bed sofa. He looked me in eyes and wrote prescription but i nver bought them. He also said you are having ILLUSIONs and taking these PILLS will make you like before. I went back to SAUDI ARABIA in DEC 08 for 2 months till FEB 09. Also i kept wondering of brain cancer and laying in bed. and started to feel symptoms. Then in PAKISTAN in FEB 09 I used to have fear of double vision which i never had as far as i remember, but some days later in FEB my aunt who was hepatitus C patient got WORSE again and admitted to the hospital. All of her relatives used to go to hospital day and night. I started to loose my concentration over brain fear. and suddenly in hospital 1 day, i started to think that have i unnoticingly stepped on to some infected syringe like HIV. and started concentrating on to that. EVEN walking on the road made me feel have i stepped on to infected syringe whenever some pricky stones and rocks touched my feet. FROM MID FEB and MARCH AND APRIL months i kept researching over HIV and fearing over it. Then suddenly i started to think have i ever got seizures. and now i know that i didnt have any in the past. I was very happy in APRIL AND MAY till the end of may. My headaches and constipation problem solved too cuz i made my routing to rise early 7 in the morning and taking breakfast. But now its been 7 days I am starting to have weird thoughts again. I have straight hairs and they grow FAST in a month. Like my brother during bath and after bath, we have a habit to shake out heads to dry out our hairs. 7 days ago when I was shaking my head after taking bath, i was going up the stairs while shaking my head and i got the thought is that vertigo happening to me. Then i moved on, went outside. Since that day whenever i am in a bathroom while taking bath shaking my head, i think is that vertigo. I keep shaking my head and still i dont believe that i am shaking my head. But my heart doesnt accept that and that makes feeling worse again. Its happening during and after the bath REMEMBER. Please help me. I am ok. I can eat drink walk see things clearly my memory's fantastic all things good, but why these things keep coming in my mind. Now everyday I feel is that vertigo after taking bath when i have wet hairs. The case is simple. DURING AND AFTER the bath, i get these thoughts. I have constantly thinking of MRI, but i never took it and i also dont want to have it not any other scan either. I started to feel very feel as I Described before. Help me out........

anxiety came be very full and consume all your energy! how bout you go to the doctors get the scans and a full body check up it will make you feel better and will eliminate your fear! but i would also try vitalisations try and find a happy place inside where you feel safe and healthy, try affirmations and every tell yourself that you are happy and healthy and talk positive thoughts to your body and try your hardest to meditate and try to re-program your thoughts to positive healing ones it will counteract eventually, and also you know live the healthiest you can so you know your doing every thing to look after your body and don't have to feel bad and of course exercise is also very good for anxiety, see a councillor for extra support and confide in love ones branch out to your support network
i hope you feel better soon!

Xanax.

If you want people to read that massive essay don't write "Hi, I am a hypochondriac"...lol. Also I think your caps lock key is a bit dysfunctional. Good luck anyway!

as homer simpson would say "BBBOOORRRIIINNNGGG!!!!"

stop taking bath.

You know why you feel it...You are hypochondriac....I guess only ur doc can help u out....y not tell ur parents to arrange an MRI scan if that would ease ur mind?...
Don't worry....Everything's gonna be alrite...