Hi pls help am i hiv infected pls help?

i had physical relationship with 2 guys 1 12 yr back, n now i feel soo sick about myself now when i think about it, now m worried coz i feel im having hiv , coz from some months im geting ithing in my vagina n anus , n i get small lumps in my anus also but it goes after sometimes , i feel sumtimes it maybe coz of heat, n i was i a very rigerious diet from past 6 mnths n i have lost lota weight , but i feel it may be coz of hiv coz now a days i feel very sick n tired easily , i fall sick very often , and now some days back i had bad cough and inspite of going 2 the docter and taking 2 days medicine course i was still not keeping well n i was even geting a bad pain in my throat while coughing not while swallowing , all these signs are of hiv , m geting scared to get tested , what if im infected what will happen n what will tell my parents , n i have lost lota weight but my menses are on time , n i raelly feel sick at the end of the day after work , plsssssssss help me out what do u think

I doubt that you have HIV. You might have something, though. You need to go to the doctor and get checked for STD's. The lumps on your anus could be genital warts but they could be hemorrhoids too, especially if you have been eating strange stuff and not enough fiber. The vaginal itching could be a yeast infection, also from not following a healthy diet. Getting sick often might just mean that you need to take a multivitamin. You could be worrying so much that you are starting to have symptoms of what you're worrying about...kind of like when a girl worries that she's pregnant and then ends up with a late period from the stress. Anyhow, see a doctor.

Why are you scared to get tested? What's more scary, thinking you might have it or knowing for sure you have it? You are only going to drive yourself mad by worrying about what the test results will bring up. The sooner you find out, the sooner you will know. Go get a test.

you need to see a doctor asap don't be scared HIV is not the death sentence it was before, the drugs are much better.
the test they do now is a mouth swab and it takes 20 minutes to get results.
good luck.

Go to the doctor hon. You are worrying yourself sick, making yourself feel worse. Best thing you can do is seek medical advise from your GP. They will be able to help you more than we on here can. Make an appointment now.x

...see a docter maybe and get a test done

Its free to get an hiv test. You need to go now. If you have hiv, you can still live long if you get medicines, if you dont get medicines you can die. Its hard to say what you have because its been 12 years since you were with the guy you said. Most people who dont receive medicine from hiv die within 11 years. Most people who get medicine the whole time live more than 24 years and die from other causes not hiv. You need to get tested so you can get on medicine if you do have it. Theres no way to tell if your symptoms are hiv or not because its been so long since you had sex (12 years). Symptoms of hiv are easier to diagnose when its early in the disease, once it progresses to aids they can show up as anything and you would probably be at the aids stage by now if its been 12 years. You are probably just making yourself sick by stressing and thinking about it too much, stress will lower your immune system and make you sick too you know. Just go to the health department in your city and get tested, its usually free and takes 20 minutes with a rapid test or 1 week with an elisa test.