Being HIV feels like u are stupid or you do not care of yourself?

it's feels like i never love myself enough to protect i feel so stupid or its like i am stupid i allowed myself to be inffected,

my sin was to love someone have a life like any other person who is living i never knew what i was letting myself into. may beloving God foregive me and let me live long. i feel so stupid its like i wanted it.

Nobody want HIV. Sometimes people make decisions based on attractions not logic. Some people who have HIV and are infecting their partners don't even know that have HIV because they have never had a HIV test,

God does not judge people with HIV. But with the medications that are available you can live a long life as long as you take care of your self. Eat well balanced meals, take your medications, get a lot of rest, exercise, and try to keep your stress level down. When you meet someone, be honest, use condoms. You can and will find love again.

Most important, love yourself.

stop beating yourself up over this.just because u contracted aids don't make u stupid. maybe u were stupid for not protecting yourself better, but the person who gave it to probably knew that they had it. so it was their responsiblity to inform u of their health status. so u are not stupid, u just made a stupid decision.remember bad things sometimes happen to good people. I will keep u in my prayers and as far as God forgiving u, he already has.